lala

2009-04-24T22:15:00.008+08:00

CCHYCO SYF celebration
Pictures in random order & sorry for some really dark photos cause of the back light ;/
& alot candid photos xD

Gift to huanglaoshi(:
lol huanglaoshi damn funny la. xD she say the gift we gave her was heavy.

With queeniee. damn cute junior xD didnt take with other juniors cause my camera died on me ):

Imaginary zhongruan, liuqin and daruan xD
huanglaoshi. the first picture quite lol.
And i realised i look damn shag in all these photos ._.

This dog followed my pap home and seeing him so pitiful we decided to keep him. But im not sure how long we can tahan him.
He pees at anywhere (in my bro's room so not my prob), will jump on people, will bite at everything he sees (my bro's headphone got bitten until it's spoilt), and he's just so goddam hyperactive. -.-

anw this post not alot effort cause im typing this half asleep.
may edit it when im awake. bye.

2009-04-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

captured.

These few days so humid sia. gawd. it's night now and i'm all sweaty and sticky yuck ):
feel like going to bathe but damn lazy to do so.

& seriously, to those people who say that CCHYCO dont deserve GWH, then please get your facts right ok.
You people aint even professional, so do you even know how to differ between good or bad music??
but whatever, the award is already OURS, so whtever they say can't change anything.

SYF 2009

2009-04-21T17:10:00.007+08:00

IT'S
A
GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so happy please. Happy to an extent i can't sleep last night xD

20th April.

The moment i stepped onto the stage, i didnt really feel stressed or scared. My heart wasn't palpitating like it did 2 years ago.
Prepared and it started. I wans't nervous, really.
But when i entered at bar 18 and played, my hands were trembling.
Looks like my brain dont coordinate with my body.
Chan ge was really beautiful.
And then it was xi bei. I was so surprised that we actually shouted so loud for the song. (we are supposed to like shout as part of the song). The whole concert hall was filled with our voices and at the last 'hei', there was this damn loud echo lor.
And at the point of time i was holding back my tears.
The song finished and our instructors's husband shouted "好!" and there was cheering.
I couldn't hold back any longer and cried on the stage. ): Many others did too.
It was like so touching lah. To see the CO shouting in unity. ): and that we did well.

Waited for like a gazillion years before the speaker came to announce the results.
编号五 , 中正中学义顺, Chung Cheng High school Yishun.....
荣
誉
金
*SCREAMSSSSSSSS*
Everyone was like jumping around in joy,screaming, some were crying, including me. ;D
Took pictures and did 3 cheers for every teacher and instructor at the foyer of SCH ;DDD.
went to lau pa sat(?) after that. Screaming and also singing 'the more we get together' while walking there. xD (lots of people were looking at us of course ;x)
our tom yum soup which dont look like tom yum to me. ;/

Did yum seng with some of the CO people at lau pa sat xD

& homed
----

Though there are times i grumbled because of the long practising hours, I'm now glad to say that all that was well worth it (:
I'm really touched and happy to see the comments on the chinese-orchestra.com forums.
We enjoyed our own music and 表演 to the audience the music that came from our hearts.

CCHYCO ROCKED THE STAGE ON 20/04/09.

i just can't get over the fact that i'm going to pass out of CO and seperate from my dear instrument which have been with me through 2 SYFs. ):
No other ZR cant replace this one ok ):
And no other COs can replace CCHYCO'09 D:

Part of TBY with conductor zhaolaoshi ;DDD

ZR&LQ sec with instructor huanglaoshi ;DDD

This place will seriously bring back lots of memories ):
HEI ZO ZO!

anw, thanks to rongher, eliz and jasmine for giving these in the morning before our competition. it's a really sweet gesture (:

may edit the post when i get more photos.

Today 21st April.

Damn tired cause couldn't sleep last night xD
Ran 2.4 in the morning.
I was going to run my last lap and usually when i want to chiong, i will close my eyes and run so that i wont get so tired easily.
I checked the front to make sure that it was a straight route with NOBODY at the front before running.
And do you know wtf happened?????
I actually bumped into a person -_-
ok, maybe bump dont really create so much of an impact.
I think i literally smacked my body onto that person.
With impact so great that my tummy hurt so much that i had to crouch down and i sprained my foot ._.
And that guy had a painful back >.<

Ok la, my fault ok. sorry la.
Who ask me want close eyes.
& that xiaomei keep laughing lor. Dx
tmd. damn suaku and paiseh can. -_-

nothing much for the rest of the day.
My foot still hurt )):

2009-04-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

HelloOoOOoOoOoOOOOoooooooooo.

SYF today.
As i'm quite lazy today, i shall post the results and well, probably the entire thing & photos tomorrow ((:
But if you are so damn curious, then go other blogs see lor.

I still have maths homework but i dont think i will do it cause im simply too tired to do anything. -_-
PE tmr somemore.

I think i lost my voice from all that screamings.)):

2009-04-19T21:42:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's the day.
20.04.09

CCHYCO.
Give it your best!! ;D

I'm kinda anxious now & dont feel like sleeping lor )x

Anw i will close the blog by next week, maybe fri or earlier.
Reasons:
1. quitting comp, so dont really wanna have blogs as a form of distraction.
2.I prefer pouring into my diary now, so no point having a blog.

But of course, i will have the blog back after my o's.
which will be around nov. (:

2009-04-18T21:18:00.004+08:00

Heh, posting 2 times a day.
well im closing this blog soon so post more lor.

CO was ok and zhang lao shi's green bean soup rocks xD
went to jurong lib after that with xh and hy to do research for F&N.
Not alot findings la. but better than nth.

Great accomplishment - i didnt eat dinner today. ;D

2009-04-18T18:55:00.003+08:00

Wa lao.

http://www.canon.com.sg/p/EN/1-Digital-Cameras/3-IXUS/842-Digital-IXUS-100-IS/

The moment i saw this camera i immediately regret buying the canon 870 is. Not that my current cam not good la... but still very chui xin gan lor.
FIRSTLY, the most important factor, this camera is so much cheaper than the time i bought the 870 is. my current one cost 500 when i first bought it and this one, new released only $469!
Secondly, it's 12.1 megapixels. (though megapixels dont really matters to me, but still, the number is nicer than 10 mp right?)
Thirdly, THERE'S A VIEWFINDER ON THIS CAMERA and not on 870 is )): viewfinders are cooollll.
&& it's slimmer & got HD movie func!! )):

But ok, there are still some factors that reassure me of buying the right camera.
this cam has a more serious case of corner bluring and no wide angle .

but still... aye. D:

& i hate the fking mosquito/es which actually bit me... on my FOREHEAD.
TWO somemore. it is like so itchy but cannot scratch. aargh. D: <

2 more days.

2009-04-15T20:20:00.003+08:00

Hello!
I'm currently 'enjoying' my spaghetti now which tastes like spoonful of starch with water.

science practical exam was FUNNN. ;D
Idk why but it's really fun lor. i wanna do it againnnn.
and for the conclusion part i actually dont know how to do. But suddenly, i seriously dont know how the ideas start to flow and i know how to do ;D
hopefully the answers are correct though.
Practical rocksssss. (:

my arms, my thighs, my tummy are currently aching like mad now.
and the stupid muscle ache at my thigh actually caused me to fall down. right in front of a number of people lor D:
And i'm walking like a stupid penguin now. (lol)
urrgh. and the ache at my arms affect my playing at co today ): i wanna play louddddd.

ok nothing much bye.

2009-04-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

Today is such a terrible day!

My morning was spoilt which added on to my frustration and bad mood due to lack of sleep.
Seriously, that guy is the worst person i have ever met.
I have never hated someone so much before.

we were supposed to run one round around the school to warm up for napfa(not sure correct spelling or not).
I and xm actually ran one whole round around the school without even taking the shortcut.
And this freaking CREATURE said that i and yuwen took the shortcut and want us to run another run to make up for it.
That's not enough.
HE EVEN TOLD MRS GOH ABOUT IT.
& FOR SOMETHING THAT WE DIDNT EVEN DO?!!!
Before we went out of the sports hall he still said "One round you also want to take shortcut" and use those kinda tone that really made me snapped.

HELLO!? How can you condemn us just like that without even having the EVIDENCE.
You just get a single source and make an inference without even having EVIDENCE.
What's more.
You didnt even freaking interpret your source correctly.
Your source says that he only saw us, BUT DIDNT MENTION A SINGLE WORD ABOUT US CHEATING OR TAKING THE SHORTCUT.

well anw, i didnt run that round he asked us to as punishment cause i really dont want to be punished for something that i did not even freaking do.
AND HE STILL WENT TO TELL MRS GOH.
That's really intolerable.

OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE AND SEE IF WE GOT CHEAT LAH.
Oh wait! Your eyes are so small that i dont even know if you have eye balls in your eye sockets.

So i was angry to an extent that i cried. -_- cause i was really very very angry.
then i went to the toilet to wash up and sort of miss the standing broad jump.
Then we didnt managed to finish all the 5 items.
Then you know what he said???

"See la. You people slowly take your time and we can't finish on time. SOME PEOPLE still went missing and drag the time. "
Ok something like that

YOU ARE THE REASON S.O.A.B.
You are the one who malign us without even solid proof evidence and just accusing us with just one source.
Isn't it obvious that you are just BIAS and obviously have something against US?!
I suggest you go do some plastic sugery and enlarge your freaking 2 slits above your nose(Or snout) la.

& one question that has been bothering me.
Why is it that this creature isn't sent to the slaughter house yet?

I doubt his flesh is tasty anyway.

so because of this incident, i literally failed my entire napfa.
oh happy new year.
but as long as it dont concerns my o level results, I DONT CARE.

F&N practical kinda lifted my spirits a little.
But maths surprise test kinda pulled it down. -_-
& when i saw mrs goh during maths period, it reminded me of that creature and i got angry again and can't concentrate on my test. -_-

HE REALLY SPOILT MY DAY REAL BAD.

URRRGHH. &#)$*#@&$)@#*$&@#)*$&@#.

2009-04-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

I'm damn happy cause i can receive my lenses sooooon ;DDD
After like a gazillion years of waiting. gawd.
yayyyy ;D

k anw.
lets keep our fingers cross and hope for the better tomorrow. (:

& i have been sleeping at 11++ every night just to chiong homework.
Tomorrow still must wake up early though it's tuesday (reporting time is 9am ._.)
urgh. very tired. but just for this one whole week and it shall be overrrr ;DDD

2009-04-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

CCHYCO
YES WE CAN ♥
in 9 days time.

2009-04-09T17:41:00.006+08:00

My legs are aching like maddd. ):

Sports day in the morning.
needless to say, BORING.
Everyone like not enthu one lor.
and red house is like the last house -_-

Since hy and i were bored, we played smacking game (: < after being smacked ): see that one line streaked across? yea, impact from hy's finger bones.
why do i have such an unfilial daughter who hits her mum??? tian da lei pi ah!

Nice picture of penguin ho.(; i not sure who took it with my cam but shi nice de lor ;D

Went buddy hoagies after that and ate chicken bolognese.

tasted quite normal. nothing special ._.
And oops, kinda upped the saturation too much.
but who cares. -_-

Hy's golden fried chicken.
the name quite nice la, but the chicken wasnt. ;/
it tasted like normal fried chicken lor. and it's like damn oily. so exp somemore.

But i think the baked potato saved the dish a little. at least the taste isnt that bad.
BH standard drop alr lor. -.-

Then met up with mic before going gym.
just found out that my stamina suck real bad la. even those aunties running beside me can run longer than me lor. Felt so giddy after running the treadmill ._.
& that's the reason why my legs are aching now, after trying out almost every leg involving facilities in the gym.
hope that i can even walk tomorrow. cause im already feeling the 'suan' ache in my legs alr.

and i dont know how am i going to pull through next week.
tues, F&N test, Wed Science practical exam, Fri SS SEQ test.
And next week is the last week before syf on next next monday.
so it's gonna be so so hectic next week ):

2009-04-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'm aliveeee ;D

Ok that's lame. -_-
I'm alive but not in a very good state now.
not because of the milk but because of lack of sleep ._.

I have just done a page of the seq template filling it with loads of 'ants' and i know that marking my template will be a complete hell for the eyes and brain.
and my head is hurting like mad nowww. ):

& sports day is tomorrow.
two words.

DREAD IT.

Bye.

2009-04-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

Elloooos.
I'm very very scared now.
Cause i supposedly drank a very very weird soya bean milk just.
it taste bitter when being swallowed and keeps getting stuck at the throat like soap or something ._. yuck.
It's sugar free by the way.
Dont know if it's the cup with soap still on it or some weird weird stuff on the cup or in the soy milk -_-
I just feel weird after drinking it. My stomach feels weird. I feel wobbly. urrgh. overall i feel sick.
Just hope that i can wake up tomorrow and still see my room and everything.
I still have many things that i have not completed in life D:

ok bla.
today didnt go for pe cause didnt bring pe attire.
and i really forgot about it k. i wanna run one lor D:
and when that ah neo ask what's my reason i said
"I never bring pe attire. AND IT'S MY FIRST TIME OKAY!" in a very ji dong tone.
then he was like "ok ok... i was just asking -.-'
he always dont believe us ma. so must back up with everything i've got ;D

then after that went to 'lunch' with usual peeps and saw one damn weird and creepy uncle standing near the school, bus stop area.
He will be like staring at you and smiling, especially girls walking pass and then keep mumbling some weird weird things lah.
Disgusting la ok. and hui yuan say what he go mumble " xiao mei mei... chu lai shopping ah?...."
And this is not my first time seeing him outside the school.
and he stood there for hours. chi bao mei shi zuo -_-

CO was still tiring today.
and the funny thing is that i finished tuning my instrument and everything then teacher asked us to play.
And the string broke in my very first strum after tuning -_-

ok nothing much liao.
off to sleep. ): hope i can wake up hor . D;

Boredom kills

2009-04-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

Just out of boredom today, i actually went to this freaking website and was totally grossed out.

http://www.stevenlim.net/

wanted to post some damn disgusting videos of him but i didnt want to dirty my blog.
urrgh. wasted my lunch you know. cause i didnt have any appetite after that -_-
Why isn't he in the IMH yet??? May i know why?

& to that stupid spammer
ASS OFF. Dork.

& i deleted the spam messages since they are an eyesore.

2009-04-03T23:18:00.004+08:00

Ello.
School was quite slack today =.=
3 periods free and mother tongue period was quite slack also lol.

But co apparently wasn't.
I shouted the hei zo zo thing until my throat hurts.
& played so hard until my fingers became numb.
And we stay in school till 7++.
But the CO played well today as we were quite high lol ;D

anw, the lizard is now currently in full view of whoever walk pass that place.
And when i was standing at the staff room alot people were like talking about the lizard and tts.
poor tts. dont know if the box of files is even his lol xD

),:

& i seriously dont know what's wrong with me these few days.
I supposedly wanted to take out the comb to put on the table and some tissue paper in my bag to dump.
and guess what. i put the tissue paper on the table and dumped the comb into the bin.
URRGH. -_- & it took me like a few secs to realise k.
mind, memory come back to me )):

2009-04-01T21:42:00.006+08:00

Happy april fool's (:

Today was actually quite interesting la.
With all the tricks an stuffs.
Like wearing tie and turning the tables to face the right of the class for the entire day -.-''
& mrs goh actually fall for it, thinking that it was thursday and came in, thinking that it is maths lessons when it is mother tongue.
But right, first 2 periods for thursday is ALSO chinese -_- dont know what mrs goh thinking lol.

anw, encountered something real disgusting today
Xh, hy and I carried the physics wb down to put at tts 'pigeon hole'.
But his pigeon hole was full but there was a stack of files placed in a box on top and i suggested to move it away so that we can put the books.
xh went to move the box and there was a
FLAT, SQUASHED, MOULDY, DISCOLOURED LIZARD smacked on the left of the box.
We 3 all chua tio la.
Damn disgusting please.
in the end we gave up and just place the books on the floor ._.
Lizards are disgusting.
But so are cockroaches. D: <
Yuck

& you.
If you wanna treat us like invisible beings, then i dont see why i have to recognise your presence.
You always say words that sound oh so nice but in the end? The process still continues and it never CHANGES.
A leopard will NEVER change its spots.
So much for the 'i still do cherish our friendship yea... ' bullcrap.
& if you know who you are, i dont expect you to change and suddenly be so good to us cause i know it will never last long.

Just let me rant about you for this fking last time and i shall close both of my eyes and feign ignorance.
cause ignorance is bliss. (:

2009-03-27T22:11:00.005+08:00

今天好累! ):
And my revision schedule is currently damn messed up now. urrgh.

Had lunch with cora in the afternoon before going to co.
No mood to play during co la ): cause was quite anxious and nervous for the parents meet. cause you see, i deproved and i scared the teacher will say or whatever ):

The parents meet was not that bad lah, not many bad stuff and mrs goh didnt say i deproved or whatever but instead it's my mum who said i deprove cause i told her so -_-
My mum was doing all the talking instead of mrs goh, linking o levels to other irrelevant stuff like what university scholarship and my sec 1,2 performance. -_- no link lor.
and mrs goh was like dont know how to reply, smiling, nodding or giving monosyllabic replies. 很 paiseh can ;//
think it lasted more than 20mins ? lol o;

& there will be co on mon, tue, thur, fri )):
so busy la can.
& i think thursday's sectional is a waste of time.
the instructor only concentrates on the sec 1s while we sit there and slack/do work.
dont feel like going thursdays ):
gambatte CO ;D
24 more days

2009-03-24T22:10:00.003+08:00

I swear I will not buy the cheese waffles from the bubble tea shop near our school again.
the amount of oil is really 吓死人.
it's like the waffles soaked up all the dark brownish oil.
I could literally taste a pool of oil in my mouth after a bite.
And the whole paper bag was all oil, hands with oil and lips with oil. -_-
I really dont know how much calories i had taken in just from that freaking cheese waffles.
urgh. guilty.

oh btw, ngai and i did a good deed yesterday. (:
we were on a bus when a malay guy infront of us had a red spider crawling on his shoulder. -_-
then i wanted to tell him but dont dare to tap him so i keep forcing ngai han to do it.
but in the end she tapped and we told him of the spider, and he went
"i thought got big spider -.-"
then when he alight, he smiled and waved to us. and btw, he's quite good looking. lol xD
anw, i call this a good deed cause think about it. how many people on the streets will tell you that you have a creepy crawly on your shoulder?? right? right?

and the starting of the week is already so busy.
I really look forward to the end of syf so i can fully adhere to my revision schedule. -.-
cause of cca, i dont have time to complete revision and my tasks are like accumulating until dont know what alr. D:
27 more days.

2009-03-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

School reopens tomorrow.
& im looking forward to it.

Cause, my long lost motivation is back ;DDD , since yesterday.

& my holidays was rather fruitful (:
i didnt stone infront of the comp.
everyday was packed with activities. and i like the feeling of being occupied (:
I bought the things i wanted, i revised ,
did 2 days of maths consecutively(lol it's a big accomplishment to me you see)
i conquered the intensive CO practices,
went out with friends and and!
i cleared up my study table. ;DD

ok nothing much.
tomorrow still have co ):
1 more mth to go.

2009-03-19T22:43:00.009+08:00

Kbox yesterday.
Not very high. D:
the time was like crawling so slowly.
but at least i sanggg. ;D
Curry chicken. not very nice.
cause sauce too oily and chicken too much fats -_-

Ok these 2 doll pictures in the room really freaked us out. -_-
We didnt even notice em when we enter the room.

Ok below are some of the lame songs we sang/watched.

Peach -_-
Xh saw this song name(her fav fruit) and asked me to select it.
then in the end it turned out to be some super sucky song.
but at least it made us lol for a moment.
'she's a peach...yea man...'

lemon tree
singapuraaaa. oh singapuraaa. sunny island...

She bangsss. 路边的野花不能采 xD
夜来香

ok those songs were to just let the time pass and to lighten the spirits a litte ._.

Nice effect ;D

today:
Lit sup in the morning.
Didnt cover alot of things -.- and sorry hor penguin, take the point you wanna say ;x
after that went to study for an hour in co room before heading to northpoint ishi mura.

bought baked ricee ;D

Baked rice too much onions D: i had such a hard time picking em out.
but tasted not bad la. (:

and finallyyyy.
bought ice cream from 'iscream' to satisfy my cravings for the past few days. ;D

;mango icecream.

& today is such a bad day. I got hurt during co just by playing my instrument and did so many stupid stuff.
there was a part that need to be very loud and i wanted to strike my strings with full force until my finger hit the wooden part of my instrument(with alot of force) and at that point of time it hurt so much until i want to cry la. T_T
and the strings hurt my thumb too D:
& i went home attempting to fill up my lens case with solution until i realise i didnt open the solution cap. -_-
and many many stupid stuffs.
My finger still have a prickly and stinging kind of pain now. ))):

end.

2009-03-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hotplatessssssss ;D

mine
qiwei's
and ngai han's

Ok CO today.
Morning sectionals are a waste of time since everybody like damn slack -_-
Did some maths before lunching at a coffee shop.
Combine was so screwed up.
zz i can't concentrate well and when it was reaching bar 18, i didnt enter, which caused ngai han not to enter. but i really dont know why there wasn't any sound from the juniors. zzz.
& i played so many parts wrongly. -_-

My mind aint working well these few days.
Study, mind becomes blank.
CO, mind becomes blank.
Even at blogging my mind also becomes blank.
urgh.

Anw, i shall shut down this blog or even delete it after syf, which is around the end of april.
One thing is studies, another thing is because of my very chilly tagboard. -.- So one month to go ;D

Pretty artworks

2009-03-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

Hoho. all done by yours truly leh. ;D
drawn in paint with free hands ;D
esp the heart one. not kope from net one hor. is draw from scratch one.
nice rightttt. ;D

ok those are past lame drawings gazillion years ago. it's that penguin carebear ho who went to dig it out.
zzz.

2009-03-15T21:02:00.006+08:00

Ok finally.
Here are the videos for the motivational workshop.
Sorry to people in the vids ah ;x
and i have to upload to youtube cause blogger cant work.
Uploaded it to the wrong acc alr. -.- this youtube acc got some stupid camera reviews by me.
dont watch those reviews ok.

If you are wondering what's happening in the first video then it's that the groups have to make the most dramatic and touching 'help' to touch us, the judges xD

Yay im finally done after uploading it for like 6 hours.
Oh & anw.
i'm personality C. ;DD
Plus i'm pure personality C, which means the all 3 graphs with C as the highest.
Perfectionist and calculative. lol xD

2009-03-14T17:41:00.005+08:00

Pictures for motivational workshop (:
Shan't describe everything la cause it will be damn long.

Card structure done by yuwen and others.
but it did not survive the 'test'. ):

playing around with colour swap lol.

xuhong's arm.
after playing huddles, which is a game where we have to interlock our arms while the coaches try to grab one of the members out, with great force.

rainbow clouddd.

anw i have a couple of videos for the forfeit.
but i can't upload it to blogger no matter how many times i've tried. D:
so will try it next time.

bye.

2009-03-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

these few days really 气死人 lah!!!

First, it's about the yesterday thing
i didnt really said it here but it's really 气死人.
and nh told me something more about it that made me more 气. AARGH.

Second, we are grouped up with XX and ** for the motivational workshop.
Damn irritated by them ok. esp the extremely disgusting one.
URRGH.

Third, i ordered some contact lenses from a blogshop and for some reasons was looking forward to receiving it until today, they cancelled the spree and said that the government banned selling lenses online.
气死人气死人气死人.
i should have ordered them earlier.
wa piang weh. seriously, i dont see anything wrong with selling contact lenses online lor. fk.

anw, when i was searching 气死人 on google (cause i can't type chinese in this comp so need to type han yu ping yin at google to get the chinese character -_-) and i found this quite interesting ghost stories lol.
it's in chinese though.
anw it's damn 欠扁 =.=

话说在一个夜黑风高的夜晚，就在那条最长、最可怕的路上，计程车司机开过那里。

有个妇人在路旁招手要上车，一路上蛮安静的。直到那妇人说话，她用低沉地、颤抖地语气说：“苹果给你吃，很好吃的哦。”

司机觉得很棒，就拿了，接着他吃了一口。那妇人问：“好吃吗？”司机说：“好吃呀！” 妇人又回了一句：“我生前也很喜欢吃苹果啊。”

“哇！”司机一听到，吓得紧急刹车，面色翻白！

只见那妇人慢慢把头倾到前面，对司机说：“但我在生完小孩后就不喜欢吃了！”

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在一个偏僻的村庄，一条羊肠小道上有一根笔直的电线杆，说也奇怪，常常有人在那出事。不久前一对年轻男女不小心骑车撞倒，当场毙命。一天晚上，5岁的小志和他妈妈在回家路上经过那儿，小志突然说:“妈妈，电线杆上有两个人。”妈妈牵着他的手快速走开说： “小孩子不要乱说！”但是这件事很快就传开了，有一天，一个记者来采访小志，让小志带他去看发生车祸的地方，小志大大方方的领他走到那，记者问：“在哪？”小志指指上面。

记者抬头一看，电线杆上挂着个牌子，上写：交通安全，人人有责。

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在一个漆黑的夜里，一个人赶夜路，途经一片坟地。微风吹过，周围声音簌簌，直叫人汗毛倒竖，头皮发麻。就在这时，他忽然发现远处有一点红色的火光时隐时现。他首先想到的就是“鬼火”。于是，他战战兢兢地拣起一块石头，朝亮光扔去。只见那火光飘飘悠悠地飞到了另一个坟头的后面。他更害怕了，又拣起一块石头朝火光扔了过去，只见那亮光又向另一个坟头飞去。此时，他已经接近崩溃了。于是，又拣起了一块石头朝亮光扔去。这时，只听坟头后面传来了声音：“谁呀？方便一下都不让人痛快喽，一袋烟功夫砍了我三次！”

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很 lame -.-lol
anw i took photos today, like finally (:
but lazy post. ;p

& ah girl, yuan yuan, please get well soon ;D

2009-03-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

I actually wanted to post on fri but i dont know why i got here.
my head is now full of thoughts and my mind is in a frenzy.
I'm damn freaking angry now lah ok.
i thought letting off steam private can let me cool, but it is making me angrier. -_-
i want to scream now.
YES AT NIGHT.

I hate how busy my march holiday schedule look. FRUSTRATING.
Everyday is co and i could hardly squeeze in any revision time or even time to go out with friends.
I'm not complaining.
i'm just frustrated and stressed up.
so shut up.

and there's motivational workshop for consecutively 3 days till 6 and 8 on fri.
which means, i will be going home late everyday from this week to next week.

URRGH.
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2009-03-06T21:31:00.003+08:00

okay i lost my control on my emotions today...again.
just felt so... disappointed, cause i'm one of the bottom few for phys when i can top it last year. so, can't control my emotions la -.- and what makes me more bek chek is that i'm one mark away from a2 for my comb sci. damn -.-
but well, i'm okay now, and hyper after that for no apparent reasons.& thanks to people who consoled me. (:

i feel like splurging on everything that catches my eye now.
in the mood for shopping and i have a feeling that i'm gonna spend so much these few days to get my head off saddening things.
i wasn't really looking for backpacks until i saw 2 that caught my eye on a blogshop.
torn between the two of em and dont know if i should buy or not -.-

);

2009-03-04T22:20:00.004+08:00

random:

is multi purpose solution sweet?
cause when i left my lens case in the toilet, covered with the solution cause i was in a rush and when i came back from school, ants were like all around it. -.-
and when i took it away, the ants keep clustering around that area where i left my lens case until i wiped em all out (muahahha)

o.o

2009-03-03T19:02:00.003+08:00

i'm happyyyy.

cause i actually passed my ss ;DDD
not a very good pass but at least i passed!!!
when i got the paper i was like, "O_O" then "OMG!!??? I actually PASSED?!"
but quite obvious that i suffered a drop in standard compared to last year. shall work harddd. (:
& i got one more mark added to my maths paper too (:

havent fail anything yet, but there are 3 more papers left. hope i dont flunk any of them ._.

but i'm damn bek chek cause i actually lost my thumbdrive, which contains my f&n coursework and the weblinks i got my information from.
went to itr to find it but dont have.
seriously dont know where it could have gone. i'm quite lucky that i have a backup copy of my coursework BUT i dont have backup of the weblinks. which means, i have to redo my research. urrgh.
i'm putting my last hope at the school's lost and found.

& secondly, that neo made me so pissed off today.
i'm not the only victim la.
he complained to mrs goh and thank god mrs goh didnt shout at us.
maybe she knows that he is really unreasonable zzz

nth much to update.
i'm feeling so...weird nowadays.
& i'm getting more and more frustrated over someone.
holding my anger for far too long and i dont know how much longer i can hold on.

2009-03-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

Met up with hui yuan today ;D
Was supposed to consult her for lit but end up she dont know how to teach. -.-
Think i need to find samboo alr D:
but at least i finished maths at the lib (:

then went to buy my contacts. found out that i had mild astigma on my right eye -.-
hui yuan changed her mind about buying contacts cause she's very scared -.- so end up she bought a new pair of specs.
& that person there actually ask if we are sisters cause we look alike. LOL.

i kept making stupid remarks there and keep making the person laugh lol.
she actually put the solution in those kind of plastic bags you find in 巴刹 and have a '生意兴隆' printed on it. (cause i actually thought they will use nicer plastic bags -.-)
so i say quite softly to hui yuan ' why she put the solution in this kind of 生意兴隆 plastic bag'
she heard it and laugh quite reluctantly and said that because their (nicer) plastic bag not big enough.

I spent more than $110 today but not from my savings so dont care (:

i feel like pon-ing co tomorrow but cannot. sian -.-

2009-02-27T21:57:00.003+08:00

Okay, finally.
here are the photos taken during sdc.
actually took quite a couple but i was asked not to post some -.-

howie and mengwah representing 4d (:
the game was quite boring actually ;/.

Xu hong took away my only heart shaped jelly bean in the packet ):

oh and you know what.
i found inspiration at the army museum to design my dream house.

I want my house to be made of glass like thisss;D

& a staircase like that too
but exclude the very zor deng white screen and banners hanging in the room.
but the museum interior is really nice ;D
ahh, my dream house.

rained on the way back to school.

anw these few days really quite tiring. -.-
have been returning home so late.
especially today.
seriously, the talk is sort of a waste of time la, cause it's actually more suitable for parents instead

am very tired now but have to force myself to at least do some maths. argh -.- bye.

2009-02-26T21:06:00.006+08:00

well, as expected, i did not do very well for common test, from what i can see from the three papers i received today.

oh and i'm gonna rattle about why im acting so freaking wierd today. people who are uninterested can just close the window/tab.

took back chinese paper. not very well done but was expected.
then was lit, and when mdm samboo passed me my paper, she went ' what happened to you dear ? i need to talk to you later about your answers'
so after the whole lessons she explained about why i didnt got my marks and added 2 more marks to let me have a borderline pass. she said she was surprised cause i was usually passing lit.

i was really taken aback you know.
no teacher have ever approached to me like this before.
& my tears just flowed before i could know it.
after lit was actually geog lessons & i was like crying, stop crying and then crying again.
i was sniffing away and mrs ang thought i was sick and went to off the air conditioner.
then thinking that i was acting weird, she asked if it was about subject paper and yea she was right. so she was telling me to treat it as an experience and learn from it.
i was pretty much touched and guilty. at that very point of time i was wondering how she would react if she was to see the crap i wrote in my geog paper.
that guilt just keeps following me even until when i went for co.

i was darn crazy at co & i pretty much influenced people around me to be crazy too, lol.
when i just keep quiet for a moment or left to let my thoughts run wild, the tears just flow for idk what reason and i can't stop it.
then cora was there trying to make me laugh so i was like some crazy person crying and laughing at the same time.
vented everything on the drums after that and felt soo much better.

have to thanks people who actually consoled me especially cora(see, i posted your name up here -.- ) , who really made me laugh so hard & hugged me like 4 times. (i counted, lol)

I have sorted my thoughts.
i have never ever fall, in a sense that i have been doing okay since last year mid year exams.
& because i have never fall before, i dont know how painful it is.
like what mrs ang said, maybe this is just an experience to learn from, to learn from this fall.
i will be starting it all over again, in the kind of mindset when i first stepped into class 3d - that i must work hard so that i will not be looked down upon.
& to people around me, don't call me a1 kia or whatever.
i dont deserve that title and i will not respond to that name.
just stop fuelling my confidence, i'm in fact a nothing.

and to people who have been waiting for this day, good for you.

i dont care who will be reading this and what they might think, but well it doesnt matter.
cause i truthfully deserve all this and some discrimination can wake me up.

okay this is longer than i expected & boring too.
apparently i want to post the pictures but my computer is currently going bonkers by hanging everytime i want to upload a photo -.-

shall end it. tata

I wanna go back to miss kaur's SS class.):

2009-02-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

just a short update before i head off to do my geog go.
Anw i will update the sdc trip photos maybe tomorrow or this weekend.

The common test is like finally over!
it seems longer than the final year exam, for some reasons -.-
I have a feeling i will do badly this time.not being sacarstic or anything
but
hcl was a killer.
geog questions was an unpleasant surprise
F&N and english was fairly hard.
ss was.. urgh. dont wanna talk about it.
physics was hard.

and the thing which made me so angry was that the question i didnt know how to do in geog was actually found in the 5 year series. & it's the question that i just briefly browsed through.
my aspiration is getting more and more impossible for me.

maybe im just being so pessimistic.
just hope that i wont screw out my o's like how i screwed up common test.
& btw i havent receive my results so i can't expect what the outcome might be.
but i just hate how the teachers look at me. it gives me a really bad feeling. -.-

2009-02-14T14:20:00.000+08:00

Away.

Back after common test, 25th feb.

2009-02-13T23:51:00.010+08:00

Photos for yesterday (birthday celeb) and today's (ipp + random)
I've didnt edit all the photos, only some. so there will be a inconsistency in image quality -.-

Chocolate cake (:

Singing of birthday songs
Queenie is so cute in this video lol xD

Grace and queenie blowing out candles.

my sliceee.
Gone.

Group photos ;D
We took alot more. But some too weird or not meant to be shown. So we will only pass the photos amoung ourselves ;p

Today: IPP.
Super lame -.-
waste of time, not enough oxygen and it is damn WARM. zz

with mrs goh ;D
I covered my face cause i was talking and yuwen snapped the photo.
So i look so.. urgh. Mic, if you want the original ask from me.

sunset.

I really love this rose photo.
It's taken by cora though, and that's her rose too -.- but taken with my cameraaa ;D
Combination of colour accent + flash.
really look like something from deviantart lol.

ok no more!
i'm tired. byee.

2009-02-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

Happy be-early birthday to grace and queenie! ;D

zz. i can't sem to upload photos.
I will try to upload next time. I will send all the group/fun shots via email. Some will be posted on my blog though.
ps. juniors, please leave your email at my tagboard so that i can send it to you all. (:

Anw today was quite fun at sectionals. ;D
My juniors are damn cool k. ;D
actually we wanted to take just one group photo, then slowly get addicted, then came up with ideas for poses lol (x
& ngai han's face look so LOL in the pai kia pose. can laugh until stomach pain. too bad i was asked not to post that photo );

nothing liao.

good-de-byeee.

2009-02-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

CO performance for the opening of Yishun Heritage Gallery.

Performance today... Was quite screwed up la.
Well at least, i played on a satisfactory standard, without practising much.
i think i did well for jiang jun ling lor. The liu qin's melody was loud enough and melodious enough. ;DD yay.

and the guest of honour was like talking, chatting while we performed. and we performed that song just for the GOH. damn bek chek lor. D: < & we got free helium balloons. (:
With colour accent mode ;D

anw my helium balloon's dying alr D:

&sorry for the sudden change of mood there.
just, sorry.
i'm pretty crazed this few days. zz.

2009-02-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

went for co this morning.
i never knew liu qin can be so hard -.-
i frequently take qi wei's to play for fun.
but this time, i have to play 8 songs with this mini sized instrument, with the sound sharp and clear for everyone to hear. one mistake and 'happy new year'.
and and, moving from a background music instrument to a melody instrument, that's like very hard la -.-
So i decided to take it home to practice.
and guess what, while i was tuning, the string snapped and i used the very last packet of string. and when i tuned again, it snapped again.
I havent even started practising it yet okay. with the important first string not there, i can't start practising. -.-
So good luck to me for the performance tomorrow.

oh and i'm pretty much entertained by yi xuan's tag at my tagboard.
i aint angry, just pretty amused. cause, seriously, he dont look any better in realife.
He tagged at the class blog too, insulting the class.
it's just very ironic. questioning why he actually entered the last class.

it just comes to show me that he talk with his brain not inside his head.
Or has he been such an outcast that he is cooped in his own little world?
pathetic, so pathetic. i take pity of you. (:

2009-02-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

SIGH.
These few days are like so freaking sucky. urrgh.
I'm thinking about moving out, seriously.
Just that i have to pack everything, which is so tedious.
plus my common test is nearing, & i am trying my very best not to fail any of the test for the entire year.

but i seriously cannot fking hell tolerate life in this house.

I have to stay back at school till like 7+ reaching 8 frequently and have to buy my own dinner with my own pocket money.
Have to iron the clothes. Have to wash clothes.
Have to finish all the homework and revision.
It's just so tiring la. fk.

I HATE LIFE.

2009-02-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

SS proj yesterday.
I was supposed to just mainly do project only.
But instead, i spent so much money 'shopping' at northpoint -_- aargh.

Ah yuan's huge collection of pens o.oAngle I took for the pens is a bit wrong ;x cause i stretched from the other side.
Anw the librarians at the yishun library branch is so.. -.-
Is like we do project also must kena scolded. Say we never use their books and can kick us out.
Hello, walk around and open your eyes big lah.
So many people are doing their homework without even using books and some playing PSP even -_-
So we just took some photography books and 'fake' read.
But i borrowed one of the books home in the end lol.Just a random piccc.

Anw audition today.
Was actually not very nervous until i some people cried before the audition and started chanting 'i'm so scared, i'm so nervous' until i myself became nervous -_-
So we practiced 2 songs. I practiced doubly hard for the set piece since it's harder.
But guess what.
When i entered the room, i was asked to play the choice piece. My rythem was a little fast ;x then my instructor told the conductor "太熟了, 太熟了" and laughed.
then i was asked to not play the set piece -_-
So much for all the practices la. gah. i think 太熟 means too experienced? understand the score alot?
Anw, surprisingly, when i entered the room, i aint nervous anymore but instead quite high -.- stupid right. & i managed to play quite loud though the room was sooooo silent.
but whatever, glad to know i've entered ;DD

Congrats to the people who have been successfully selected for the syf.
And good luck to 'TBC' players who needs to undergo the audition tomorrow.
;D

2009-01-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

Updates ;D

I have been staying at home during chu yi and chu er chionging my ss homework -.-
i still havent finished it yet. gah. think i'll do it tomorrow.

ordered pizza today ;D

This is my lunch + dinner. ;D

anw, i think this year my relatives at my mother's side aint very stingy luh.
In the past years they give like $4 or $6 ang pao. this year is like $10 or $20.
Now is like recession and they should be cutting down on ang pao money and not the opposite?
But well, we still benefit lol ;D
havent count the money yet, but should be $200-$300.
gonna leave part of the money for contact lens. ;D

Ok, currently chionging new moon now.
am finishing it soon. yay (:

anw must see my previous post k!
and help me ask around too ;DDD

2009-01-26T00:07:00.003+08:00

新年快乐!!!
Happy lunar new year (:

Just came back from reunion dinner.
Damn worn out.

Oh yea.

I'm selling my fujifilm finepix z20fd camera (Blue) at around $210.
price negotiable.
I'm currently having some interested buyers but i'll sell it to the person with the highest offer.

I have only owned this camera since 19/07/08. That's about half a year. So it's still considered 'young'. I do have receipt for proof.

Condition: 95%. (Suffered one drop but not a very big distance though. ;x still working perfectly fine. )

What's included:
Screen protector (alr pasted on it. BUT, has a some small tiny scratches on it. You can buy 2.5inch screen protectors at a pretty cheap price though)
class 4 toshiba SD memory card(used before but still working)
A black case and comes with a compatible strap.
Instruction manuals, software installation disc.
AV wire, USB cable(used once or twice only), charger and 740 mAh Li-ion rechargeable battery.
Card reader.

Some features and specs of this camera.
10mp camera. 1/ 2.3 CCD sensor.
3x optical zoom, 5.1x digital zoom.
ISO 64, 100, 200, 400, 800, 1600
2.5 inch LCD screen, 150k pixels.
8cm macro focus distance
video at VGA 30frames per sec (mpeg 4 format)
126g(body and battery)

Quantity: 1.

Interested buyers can leave a message at my tagboard or simply click the 'mail me' at my profile yea. (:

If you need any reference for picture quality you can just click on my past photos before 17 dec 08 or just type in google ._.

Ok i dont have anything to post liao.
enjoy your new year guys!(:

2009-01-23T21:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

Today's such a tiring day man D:
Schooled for an hour before preparing for the performance.
This year performance was kinda high la. ;D our performance's boring but during the sing a long session the co was quite high lol. (:

went to URA after that.
There were alot of 'cardboard people' there. which i occasionally took for a real person -_-
there isn't alot of things to take there la. slacked and camwhored for quite some time.
I dropped my camera there!!! )): for the first time. it slipped out of my pouch and suffered a heavy drop on concrete floor and somewhat rocky floor.
there are scratches all over the edges. the paint was off revealing the silver bottom.
Heart pain la. ))): but it still work. dont wanna drop it again D:
& michelle also 遭到不幸 at the URA. ;x

then went to toa payoh after that.
there are so many funny aunties at TPY lor lol xD
maybe the correct word is 'interesting'. ;/
one of the aunties we saw was wearing a short, pink dress and her ass was very 'qiao' and keeps swaying to and fro more vigourously than normal people ._.
not we want to notice, it's just that it's very attention seeking.
there are other 'interesting' aunties too. lol.

finally went home after walking for 4-5 hours ;/
this year's chinese new year is not a look forward to.
i have no mood, and there are so many issues on going to mum or dad's side to eat the reunion dinner on the same freaking day.
urrgh. i want ang paos. but i'm damn lazy to step out of my house -_-

You seriously got a problem.
Go fix it and stop whining.
Asshole.

2009-01-21T16:51:00.002+08:00

my apologies to the person who i stepped on today.
i know the frustration on being tredded on the foot, no i mean feet ._.
i'm fat and heavy i know. sorry k.

&

PE lessons suck.

2009-01-14T17:56:00.003+08:00

I'm so stressed up these few days.
I woke up in the middle of the night yesterday and the thoughts running through my mind were 'o level, o level, o level'.
I couldn't get back to sleep after that. I dont know why i am thinking about o levels though.
it just, suddenly pops into my mind.

My mood was entirely spoilt this afternoon.
& to the culprits, i dont care if this ever upsets you cause i'm still saying it.

So i was going to the toilet to change for the C.I.P programme.
When i was done changing and went back to the classroom, there was nobody there.
I grabbed my belongings and rushed down the stairs, hoping to see 'them' there.
When i was at the 2nd floor, i looked outside the backgate and see 'them' walking towards the traffic light.
My heart sank.
I rushed to the back gate and walked as quickly as i could, hoping to catch up with them, dialing their numbers while doing so. No one picked up.
After a distance away from the school, i gave up.
I called ngai han, holding back my tears while doing so.
Thankfully, she was at the canteen and she agreed that i can have lunch with her clique too.
While walking back to the canteen and ordering, i was holding back my tears. cause i know that when i start to cry, i will not stop.
After i put my lunch on the table, ngai han asked a word of concern.
at that point of time, i couldn't hold back anymore.
tears just flowed down at their own will.
Darn. why did i cry?
I went to washed up in the toilet, looked at the mirror, and realised how red my face was.
Probably due to the process of holding back tears.
So after being gathered at the sports hall, we went to the assigned blocks.
After a while, 'they' came and i tried to keep a distance from them.
We went up to the sixth floor of the block and i was paired up with hui yuan.
I was glum the whole time, holding my tears back again.
She asked if i was angry, i shook my head.
I'm not angry, i'm just utterly disappointed.
She said that they didnt meant to pangseh me and tried to contact me.
What do you mean by didnt meant to?
Was it that your brain have no control of your limbs that caused you to walk out of the backgate, leaving me behind?
I was also trying to contact you, & i dont think that is an excuse.

I was hoping that one of 'them' excluding huiyuan will actually show a word of concern or even an explanation but no.
& while walking back to school after the C.I.P, i was pangseh-ed again.
I know that i have been really quiet for the entire C.I.P programme but do you even know the reason??
disappointed. that's the only word i have for you all.

I have sort out my thoughts.
I'm going back to school my normal self, talk to you like how i did everyday but what i think inside me will be totally different.
I know that i'm making a mountain out of a hill but i wasn't just disappointed because i was pangseh-ed, but because after all this, no one bothered to ask, to explain or to even apologise.
I shall forget this incident after this post and concentrate on studying.

Anw, thanks ngai han and cora for your concern and xiao mei for accompanying me when i was 'forgotten' ;D

I shall set another target for myself.
I will TRY not to rant about my friends.
I shall appreciate their good points and accept their bad points.
I know that i have been so unappreciative and have been ranting about my friends on impulse.
That shan't be the case in the future.(:

2009-01-12T19:19:00.007+08:00

Updates!

Ok, got back my chinese o lvl results today.
was quite a surprise, really.
i expect myself to get bad results but it wasnt (: esp oral. -_- y' know what. i was crapping during oral and that male invilgilator was mocking at my answers!! He was giving those kinda smirk or something & heck i got distinction for it. dont know what he's thinking la -_-
Well at least, i have secured a '1' in my relevant 5 subs.
;DD

anw, seeing the last year sec 4s coming to take their results makes me more motivated.
I dont wanna be one of those who regret and cry like nobody's business.
so study everyday! ;D

so while walking to the bus stop with mic today, there's an old uncle who asked us if we are receiving our o level results today.
We ignored him cause we dont even know him -.-
Then when we are walking behind him, he kept turing around to look at us.
mind you, it's not those kinda normal glance.
it's those kinda pervertic look. He smiled at us for uncountable times.
I think he turned to look at us for about 10++ times?? -.- and the distance to the bus stop isn't long. at that point of time, i seriously wanna take a pair of chop sticks and stab his eyes and slap him with the maths textbook im holding on to.
irritating la -.-

Ok i shall update photos for my saturday for cca orientation & the tiring trip to Singapore poly and ngee ann's open house.

Using sweets to attract sec 1s to come. ;DD lol.
got one xiao didi come here take about 5 sweets -.- lol
orangeee.

soya bean icecream! ;p i'm so into soy milk and stuff nowadays. ;D

Forget what's this called.
cora and peijun want take photo so i take lor ;/

cup o luck from i forgot which poly ._.
tasted okay.

making ice cream with liquid nitrogen.
damn cool.
and they added it into biscuits so when you bite them, you'll smoke. ;D
i took one picture of peijun eating it, but dont think she'll want me to post it la. haha. ;/

anw, these few days have been damn hectic.
teachers are giving us more and more homework, with increasing number of projects and activities.
activities include the grad night, the recyclethon(dont know how to spell it -.-) and the fund raising bazaar.
i think it's kinda, redundant la.
i mean, we are sec 4s and teachers are going to push us by giving us loads of homework.
and just because a group of people likes the idea of having the grad night, the whole sec 4 have to adhere to their idea and schedule without even given a chance to refuse.
& the recycling thing.
we did it last year, i dont see why we have to do it again.
it's not like we are free maids or workers to help raise funds for the school.
I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but i dont see why the school cannot give the opportunity to other levels rather than the sec fours.
I dont care if my whining gets irritating but i'm not the only one unhappy about this arrangement okay.

with the f&n coursework coming in, the damn hard human geog which needs time to understand & time needed to reread TKAMB, i doubt i will have the time to even do revision.

Aargh.
I hope the grad night thing and whatever useless activities that eats up our time get cancelled.

What a wordy post.
but appreciate it.
cause this will be up here for weeks?
dont know.

2009-01-09T22:14:00.004+08:00

will be receiving o lvl chinese results next monday together with last year sec 4s.
am not expecting alot for my chinese results. didnt really put my 100% effort in it but i'll just wish the best out of it.

am not in a good mood lately.
apologies to those who i ranted at or attitude at.

2009-01-03T00:21:00.006+08:00

dont feel like blogging but can't resist!
well, it's my 'use-computer' time so i think it's alright ;p

anw first day was school was boring.
everything is pretty much the same la.
can't get used to teachers calling us '4d'.

and anw, cut my own fringe yesterday.
not much difference but some people still know that i cut it.
it's okay la. feel like cutting it again cause still quite long but scared i'll screw it.
and cora said i cut until like bangs O: it's slanted okay. ;/

i dont know why but im looking forward to lessons next week!
hear that??i want testsss. xD
i wanna copy notes like mad so that i wont have time for tv and computer.
I'm so motivated now that i wanna study during midnight ;/
goshhh.

nothing to continue alr. shan't blog for quite some time.

Thought it out.
i shant let this kinda asshole affect my mood(:

2009-01-01T14:20:00.002+08:00

school's reopening tomorrow man!
i'm still in holiday mood. managed to get back that little bit of motivation from yesterday's revision but still not enough.
& think there will be like what hair checks, attire check bla bla check. ~~

anw wont be updating alot when school reopens.
may still update but not often, maybe rarely.

nothing much, tata.

Finally downloaded hibird singing namimori anthem ringtone!
happy x10000 ;D

2009-01-01T00:03:00.001+08:00

2008.
It's a year that zoomed passed super fast for me.
There were alot of ups and downs.
The ups were
-i found true friends in CO.
- i actually board the plane for the first time in my15 years to taiwan.
-where i made an effort to improve my academic results and succeeded.
-I finally opened my eyes wide, woke up from my dream and look at the reality.

Shan't elaborate on the downs.
dont wanna think about memories or some people that aint worth to be remembered.

So it's goodbye 2008.
Hello 2009! ;DD

My 2009 new year resolution:
Study hard and do well for o's!
Move out of this freaking house

Happy new year everyone!! ;DDD
¡ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ ɹɐǝʎ ʍǝu ʎddɐɥ

¡ǝnɹʇ ǝɯoɔ sǝɥsıʍ ןןɐ ʎɐɯ puɐ sɯɐxǝ ןǝʌǝן o ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ ( x) ǝɯ ƃuıpnןɔuı)ɹɐǝʎ ʇxǝu s4 ɔǝs ןןɐ oʇ ʞɔnן pooƃ

lol. i dont care how you wanna read that but it aint something bad ((:

enjoy your new year everyone!

ciao (:

2008-12-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

Changed skin again ;p
dont really like this layout but.
Hibari's on the skin sooo i dont mind having this layout ;DD

hibari :3

anw i finally tidied up my very messy room.
which i have not cleared up a couple of months ago.
and gosh, i dug out so many 'treasures'.
which includes xh's journal book -_- (wanted to return her during june holidays but forgot) and a story book ngai han lent me(which is like sooo long ago)
My room is still messy though. but at least i have a space to do my work.
so you can imagine how is it like before tidying up -.-

I have been doing literally nothing for the past few days.
very much want to study but dont know where to start from. then end up not studying anything -.-
gosh. i'm having doubts if i can do well next year.
&,
I can't bring myself to love human geographyyy.
HOWWWW DDDD:

2008-12-29T17:02:00.002+08:00

The very next post after this will be during new year (1/1/09) and that will also be the last post in this blog.
I shall challenge myself to stop blogging till the exams are over.
jy ;D

2008-12-26T15:13:00.001+08:00

school's reopening soon D:
which means:

a tough year ahead.
My blog's gonna be dead very soon.

siannn.

2008-12-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

Merry christmas!!

2008-12-24T11:52:00.013+08:00

Pictures for yesterday.

River taxi :

the sky is so beautiful today (:

Went to seafood paradise for dinner.
the food is ok ok only. ;/ quite exp.
only took 2 dishes cause we alr started gobbling up the others before i can take a photo of it ):

the very exp dessert.

Anw, if you're wondering why i didnt post pictures of the bird eye view of singapore from the sg flyer, it's because we didnt get to board it.

sooo sad can or not.
the people said it's some kinda technical glitch or something.
but when watching the news, it turned out that there's one wire which snapped (not very sure) and people are actually TRAPPED in the sg flyer capsules with no air con and whatsoever from 4pm-8++
and you know what, at around that time, we were deciding to take the river taxi first or straight away go for the sg flyer.
heng we took the river taxi first. if not, we will be the ones trapped in the capsules -_-

Click here for more details

sian, need to wait until cny then can take the sg flyer.

first time come also like that -_-
but at least we took the river taxi. so it's not so much of a wasted trip la ;/

k that's all bye.

2008-12-22T21:29:00.005+08:00

caught twilight today.
quite a good movie. (:
love the fighting part, really exciting lol.
i feel like reading the books ;/ but school's reopening so no time alr lor. sian.

anw, my mum just informed me that i got the eagles award. O.O
means i got a total of 450$ from govt. cool! ;D

nothing much. bye.

2008-12-21T18:56:00.008+08:00

Study session with yuan yuan today (:

Went to ajisen for lunch.

our seafood ramen.
it looks more appetising in this photo lol.
my new camera is damn awesome (:
FREE ice water. ~~
&at the background you can see hui yuan slurping the noodles away ~ lol.

scalloppp. they only put 2 inside nia ):

Mocha icecream. (dont know why they spelled it as 'macha')

the small cup over there is the black honey.

their desert spoon is damn cute lol.

damn sour orange.

poured the honey inside the melted icecream.
to give...

This. gross ;x

Finally made our way to the library after around one hour of eating. ;/

Human geog )x
K.O for me.

Bored so played around with yuan's kitty pen.

LOL. she told me to take when she not taking specs.
so

there. happy?
anw the kitty looks like her x)

kitty loves mogu mogu drink.

this rocks :D

ok didnt know she camera shy one. ~~

didnt accomplish much today.
actually wanted to finish the notes for human geog chpt 1 but too much content so end up reading only ;p

but at least i studied and not stared at this pathetic small screen watching anime ;p

co& twilight tmr.
sg flyer on tues. ;DD

yay.

random

2008-12-20T00:13:00.006+08:00

;D. still getting used to it. image quality is certainly better with it ;D

Colour accent feature from cam. damn cool lol.

ham& mushroom pasta for dinner.
the portion is like damn small for 5$+ okay.
cheat money ):
tasted so-so.

ok nothing much to post.
i'm currently addicted to some anime and watching it all day on youtube.
it's so addictive. xD can't stop watching lol.

k bye

2008-12-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

had a quarrel with that fucking asshole father poop again.
i didnt cry this time. just kept quiet and stared RIGHT INTO HIS eyes.
He was lying throughout his whole speech. when he said how good he is, how he contributed to the house, that he is very honest and didnt lie to us, i coughed repeatedly 3 times. LOL.

And i pulled a chair behind me and sat down & 'qiao jiao'.
then he was damn bek chek. say "you want slam the door is it? come la! play together!'
i closed the door gently while he slammed his. and i shouted "HAIIYAAAA" and sighed loudly.
i think he heard it, opened the door again and said "你去死啦!" ('you go die la' in english)
LOL. see that? a father telling his daughter to 'qu si'
what? you ask me to go die i must go die ah.
Who wants to play slam door with him LOL. i think he realised that i didnt slam too and realised howwww CHILDISH he was.

Pathetic right.
got a childish and metally unstable father.
haisss.

Called my mum. she rocks.
she said if my dad dont want to buy my textbooks she will. & if he still dont want to give my pocket money, she will sue him in court.
Hah! that sounds great. ;D

Anw, i went to buy my canon ixus 870 is alr.
i dont know leh. not that excited as i used to be.
but still ;DD can take to sg flyer and take loads of photos. ((:
and the 3 inch lcd screen looks superrrbbb.

ok gonna go unbox my cam alr.
tata(:

2008-12-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

changed blogskin for christmas. (:
it's so christmassy now. lol.
i love the christmas playlist.
like 'my grown up christmas list' by metafour and 'christmas' by mandy moore.
;D

ok anw, went out with alicia to 'jog' at the water catchment area after tuition.
reason i put that inverted commas is that i only jogged less than a round before my stomach hurt like siao. cause i just ate and the food havent digest yet -.-
so in the end, resulted in alicia not running too. xD

went to walk arnd northpoint after that and homed.

im looking forward to tomorrowwww.

anw received a damn sucky news.
my previous neighbour who actually wanted to buy my fujifilm camera said that her husband don't allow her to buy so in the end she can't buy from me. )):

sad lor. thought i can get rid of this camera without having to post at my blog or to ask around.

any interested buyers? ):
i will post up the detailed post about the price, what's included etc soon.

2008-12-17T15:20:00.009+08:00

Pictures of bowling and pooling session. ;D (16/8/08)
the day of balls ;D

this photo is supposed to come up artistic, but due to time constrain i took a crappy one ):

poooooool. Anw i was so darn noob in this. I got the style, the right posture to hit the ball but when i want to hit it, i will miss it and the stick will glide across the ball. -.-
but when i just use one hand on the stick and just anyhow aim and hit, i actualy got the ball into the hole lor!
that's MY style to play pool. LOL.

yuan yuan playing pool .

the balls that got shot into the hole.

my reg number. lol. in the end i was the one who shot it in, single handedly -.-

Bowlingggg.
Actually we bought 2 games but mic signed up for nebo club and got another 2 games free ;D

our 'balls'. (think straight)

bowling shoesss.

Michelle's a pro bowler! i mean, she keeps getting first out of the four games. argh.

Yuan keep winning me also. ): Huiyuan's score is damn nice LOL.
mine also 好不到哪里去.

My score is damn PATHETIC. LOL.

score for 2nd game. i improved but mic and huiyuan improved tremendously la. D:

Didnt take pic for 3rd game.
cause as expected. i'm LAST.

Score for last game. i didnt get last! yay ;D hui yuan striked but still lost to me lol.

anw xh didnt play cause of some incidents last time due to bowling. -.-
bowling's funnnn ;D
but my right hand hurts ):

walked back home and saw this damn cool path at yishun park.
the ants actually constructed a open air tunnel or some sort for them to travel. damn cool lol.

there might be another bowling session.
but if it's on weekdays next week then cannot alr ):

anw, this is the last post with pictures taken by my blue fujifilm camera alr.
i'll miss the colour of the cam(blue) but not the image quality. D:
im gonna get bibi tomorrrow. YAY YAY YAY!

2008-12-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

Had fun at pool and bowling session today. (:
shall update about it maybe tomorrow or thurs. or maybe not updating about it at all lol.

Tomorrow's another busy day. D:
looking forward to thurs for my bibi LOL, mon for twilight and tues for sg flyer. (:

okay. i have nothing much to update alr.
kinda lazy to upload photos for today. lol
anw, i was the last for 3 outta 4 rounds of bowling. i first time player k. D:
But so xiasuay infront of the pros beside us. gosh O:

k nothing much to update bye.

2008-12-12T21:32:00.003+08:00

CO today.
it's quite a surprise that i didnt use my jacket at all.
considering the fact that it was super duper cold when we used the mph during camp.

Anw, mdm teo rewarded the co's efforts as we didnt rest after coming back from tw and even continued with camp and practices .
So she rewarded us with pizzas ;DD

After being sprinkled with cheese and spices. ;d

The pizza is damn yummy k.
cheesy turkey's the one we got. I want moreee ;DD

Anw, i shall complete all my homework(school and tuition) by tomorrow and start revision and studying alr.
I feel that im really slack though i actally 'touched' the sec 4 books. not literally la -.- read a bit.

My right eye is swollen and it hurts )):

5 more days.

2008-12-11T16:06:00.003+08:00

Busy schedule up ahead.

Fri(tomorrow) - CO combine.
sat/sun - free(study/complete remaining homework)

Mon- CO sectionals (9am to 12am - AARGH. why must they always put it in the morning?! -_-)
Tue- playing pool at safra
Wed - tuition ._.
Thur - out to buy CAM ;D
Fri - CO combine
Sat/sun - free again

Mon- CO sect
Tue - SG flyer ;DD

and it continues.. -_-

My holiday is not yet complete )):
causeeee.
i havent purchase my contacts lens yet.
i cant find the chance too ): and i will be seriously broke after buying the camera.
damn.

i think if im not wearing specs of any contact lens, my myopia will get worst man ;/
ahhhh. anybody buying contact lens?? pei me buy ):

today's a tiring day man );
tuition is so looooong and draggy and useless.
completed my ss mindmaps ;DD
left with maths only (:

& i will reply tags tomorrow (:

2008-12-10T17:56:00.003+08:00

Back from tuition.
Was crap.
i may be quitting after a month. see first ._.

anwww. im named my camera to be BIBI.
LOL. gosh. & im going to sg flyer and buying cam NEXT THURS. ;DDD

BIBI BIBI.
LOL.

Ok im super duper high that i can start jumping up and down.
Hope i can be high next tuesday too ;DDD

& the only thing that spoils my mood now is that.
I HAVE TUITION TOMORROW AT 9AM AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT LIKE 7.30AM.

oh fkkk. D:

2008-12-10T00:29:00.004+08:00

I'm so darn bored.
I have tuition like tomorrow and on thursday.
hopefully the teacher's good la. ;/
suddenly, dont feel like going lor.

& i have been researching on the camera for like 2 weeks alr and i have searched through 50+ pages of weblinks. -_-
crazy right.
i'm obssessed with the camera ._.
gosh. im waitinggggg. D:

oh. and im going out again next week to ~~kbox~~ play pool.
and i may be going to singapore flyer too ;D
&& will eat 大餐 after that. lol
&&& most importantly im going to buy camera!

i've yet to receive the 100$ from my dad. the so called 'claim' from his company.
dont tell me he's lying to us AGAIN -_-ll

2008-12-08T21:44:00.004+08:00

shall update about yesterday.

I think i smsed alicia to asked about the courts sale so in the end we settled to meet on that day itself (which is yesterday) to the courts megastore.
It's a last minute meet up so we met quite late, which is at 3pm.

anw, the courts megastore looks like a shopping centre ._.
and the cam i want sells at 549 with no promotion, discount whatsoever. sad lor. D:
&& the 2nd anniversary promotion is sort of a gimmick la.
i mean, they only limit 10 sets of 4gb thumbdrive at a price of $ 8.90 and canon ixus 80 is at only $149 with 10 sets also i think.
it's like, people alr started queueing up at 7am in the morning to wait till it opens at 10am.
crazy lor. at tampiness leh. ulu place somemore -_-

then moved on to ikea.
it's bigger than courts and we nearly got lost there ._.
Alicia was finding furniture for her new room and that made me so freaking jealous D;
I mean, i want the walls of my room blue too lor ! D:

went to giant after that. bought some snacks. relatively boring place ._.

& we saw alicia's 同类 there. bazhang! lol.

Went to pastamania at tampiness mall for dinner.

bought this yummy yet expensive baked rice. $9.20 leh -_-
portion so small somemore. but shared with alicia.
but must admit that it tasted better than the one at buddy hoagies.

aftermath. clean lol xD

Was super tired after i got home.
& after hours of walking i only got some snacks home ._.
im looking forward to buying my camera.
i may be buying the gold one. cause it look damn sexy in gold ;D

& my first tuition lesson is on wednesday.
Kind of dread it la. dont know.
I didnt have tuition for the whole of sec 3 year and i seriously cant adapt to having tuition.
but to save my pathetic maths results, i must persevere. (:

2008-12-07T23:08:00.001+08:00

spent my afternoon going tampiness w/ alicia today.
head hurts alot.
shall update tmr.

and i ate so much today.
gonna get fat real soon ;/

2008-12-06T22:13:00.008+08:00

Updates on co dec camp 08

I didnt take pictures of all the food everyday. just some of them if i brought my phone or camera down.

Food on day one.

And the time qi wei shuts up is when she's tired and resting xD

Spot us. ;D

Big foot left its footprints here.

&consider the fact that my foot is actually quite big ._.

This group photo looks normal right.
But take a look at that string between me(that smiling heart) and cheuktow.
We are actually tied up together by ruffia string for the candle game -_-
The string went into our shirt and came out from our sleeves -.-
The restriction in mobility sucks.

Anw there's the water bomb game and we were all tied together by ruffia strings too -_-
but this time on our wrist. it hurts alot. but while playing we all tried to free ourselves from the strings cause playing water bombs with the strings no kick luh.

Lol. above three are photos of qi wei receiving her birthday bash at 12+ am.
we sang the birthday song to her but she already knew it before we sang it -.-
and we missed the 12am timing lor! D:

day 4 food.

Singing happy birthday song.
sorry the front was cut off ;x

The hazelnut birthday cake for the december babies ;D

look at weiyi lol.
Qi wei cutting the cake since her birthday was on the actual day itself.
December babies ;D

anw, the prima deli birthday cake is damn nice k! xD
love the hazelnut flavour.

& did i say that camp food for this dec camp rocks?!
the one during june camp is yucks cause it have so many ginger and the food sucks -_-
but this one right, it's catering and the food is damn nice ;D
hope to have that caterer for next year camp, provided the sec 4s can go for the camp.

that's a very short update.
but whatever. -.-
im damn tired to make a long one.

Btw...
Which colour of the camera should i buy? ;/

Silver?

or gold?

Eh the gold colour looks a little off in the picture but it looks alright in real life.
Both colours look pretty leh D:

2008-12-05T21:12:00.004+08:00

I'm back from the camp! ;D
I'm very tired now, so shall not do a proper update now. or maybe, i wont even update about this camp. -.-

i took less than 15 photos since i was damn lazy to take photos.
The camp this year is quite slack but considering the fact that we just came back from taiwan and there wasnt much time to prepare for this camp.
But still, it ended successfully (:

And and, the CO completed the set piece, the song of cicada alr. the whole song ;D
yay. but there's still some polishing to do. jy for gwh ;D

anw something that didnt make me very happy during this camp is somebody can't stop giving me ATTITUDES -_-
i dont see the problem with correcting you when you played wrongly.
I mean, by correcting you i'm improving the quality of the music, isn't it?
and eff. i dont see why you must buay song me and give me that fking face because of that.
And please, the instructor DID told us how to play the note correctly and it's you who didnt listen.
fking open your ears and listen before you rant at me with the buay song tone.

&
I'm posting this public to let YOU see it.
I just wanna let you know that even though i'm forgiving, my anger didnt last long & i took the initiative to talk to you,
But THAT doesn't mean you can take it for granted and do it again and again and AGAIN.

that ends it.

*edit*
Oh before i forgot.

Happy birthday Qi wei!

Stay bubbly but i wont mind if you can shut up for at least a minute ;D

&& i just remembered.
Mdm Teo said that, if we can get GwH for syf next year, we can go to JAPANNN.
omg cannnn. it's JAPAN. jy CO. ;D

2008-12-01T17:25:00.003+08:00

heyyy.
might be my last post before i go for the camp.

anw, went to look at the canon ixus 870 at cwp.
Damn exp la.
Courts sells it at $599.
Metro sells it at $549.
my gosh, so exp can or not.

my mum found a $529 one. but if it doesnt provide me with at least 2gb memory card, im getting the one at metro, which gives a 8gb card and a case.

anw i seriously DREADDD the camp.
and the games are actually water bomb and the candle game??
that makes me dread it more. -_-
i seriously DONT wanna play the water bomb for some kind of personal reason.
& punishment is a whole pail of water down on you? Having water down on me makes my mood bad for idk what reason. and a whole pail of water? im gonna shoot my dictionary of vulgarities.
& i dont wanna get drenched and have to queue up and wait to bathe at the horrendously packed toilets, shivering in the cold. It's seriously NOT a good sensation at all.

gah. i dont wanna go camp i dont wanna go camp T_T
&& I SERIOUSLY DONT WANNA PLAY THE WATER BOMB GAME D:

wonder why mdm teo allow it in the first place ._.

so can i say im allergic to water bombs? -_-

2008-11-29T00:39:00.004+08:00

change my target to canon ixus 870 is (:
rather expensive but i dont mind spending more money if im going to use it for a long time.
And the promotion ends at 28 dec! think i will buy around mid dec ;/
paying with my savings btw.
$300 from bursary.
$100 from dad's claim from company.
~~$350~~ $400/$499 ;/
~~$149~~ $99 pay with my own savings lor D:
found out im in top 10%. So it's $300. ;D yay.

anw went to co today. have to practice shi ban yao gu for about 4 hours before the principal arrive to see our performance ._.
imo, the performance's good, better than the one we had in tw but there's still some problems here and there.

& will be having camp on 2-5th dec.
That's like next week -_-
I'm seriously NOT in the mood for camps.
Kind of dread the camp la. dont know why.
I love co and i can spend 4 days with it.should be happy but seriously, no mood lor D:

Seriously, i should try not to trust people that easily.
Having mixed feelings and thoughts bout you.

I wantttt! >.<

2008-11-26T01:16:00.005+08:00

Olympus mju 850 SW

Helppp D:
I'm wanting something again.

My current camera's (finepix z20fd) picture quality is NOT very pleasing to me(takes damn noisy photos) & i really want a new one. ( though i bought that camera during this year's july. which is not long ago -.-)
the 850 sw has a better picture quality, has a nicer shade of BLUE colour and what's more it's WATERPROOF.
So i dont have to worry dropping it into the toilet bowl!
It also looks very compact and is shockproof for butter fingers like me. Dx

darnnnn. im gonna save up. but i think im not letting my parents know if im gonna buy it. >.< if not they will cfm scold me for wasting money. Dx

anybody who have used this cam before feel free to tell me comments and experience about it.
cause i seriously dont want to buy another camera with lousy quality and waste my money.

If i were to buy my 2nd camera, i swear i will stay with it for at LEAST 2 years.
i swear D:

anw olympus mju 1030sw seems better.
but it's more expensive and there isnt any blue colour to choose from D:

850sw is good enoughhh.